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My Life in Show Business

Aug 17, 2020

John Allen is back to face what is.

What am I?

Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay  attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is.  With God. And guess what?  You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe to toe with God. LOL Just saying


Jul 24, 2020

John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is"  pulls the football away.

Dare to be pretentious

Ash Wednesday.

6:10 Falling out with the therapist

6:30 Always willing to give it a shot.

8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point.

10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention

12:45 I...


Jul 20, 2020

John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.

Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction.

1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shocking that most people don’t have that freedom.

2:30 Freedom of speech is...


Jul 10, 2020

John Allen losing to what is...again.

I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke.
A dark place
Giving up Sir Galahad
Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy
We want them around making us a sandwich but not actually...
I got a prostate like an Idaho potato but I am still a...


Jun 25, 2020

John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".

meditation, questioning,critical thinking,

what the fuck is happening now?

who am i?

who cares?

Fuck it

LOL